Dissertations, Theses, and Capstone Projects
Date of Degree
6-2025
Document Type
Doctoral Dissertation
Degree Name
Doctor of Philosophy
Program
Psychology
Advisor
Michelle Fine
Committee Members
Brett Stoudt
Jason VanOra
Emese Ilyés
María Elena Torre
Subject Categories
Applied Ethics | Critical and Cultural Studies | Discourse and Text Linguistics | Feminist Philosophy | Gender and Sexuality | Information Literacy | Other Feminist, Gender, and Sexuality Studies | Personality and Social Contexts | Politics and Social Change | Quantitative, Qualitative, Comparative, and Historical Methodologies | Social Control, Law, Crime, and Deviance | Social Justice | Social Policy | Social Psychology | Social Psychology and Interaction | Theory and Philosophy | Theory, Knowledge and Science | Transpersonal Psychology | Women's Studies
Keywords
Surveillance Studies, Intergenerational Trauma, Collective Care, Librarianship, Daughtering, Resistance and Survival
Abstract
In this dissertation, I trace the evolution of surveillance from overt state violence to the more insidious forms of ideological policing embedded in everyday life. Through lived experience, oral history, and critical autoethnography, I explore how surveillance moves through bodies, families, institutions, and memory—not simply as external control, but as internalized rhythms of fear, vigilance, and self-surveillance. I move between my father's life under Romanian dictatorship, my own embodied inheritance, and the contemporary struggles of librarians facing ideological suppression to reveal surveillance as a structure that persists through generations, mutates across contexts, and demands new forms of resistance.
I argue that collective care is not a soft antidote, but a radical and necessary refusal. Care is a strategic survival praxis: a way of refusing the atomization and fracture that surveillance demands. I offer a theorization of the membrane—a permeable, resilient site where trauma, memory, and resistance move, tangle, and sometimes transform. Built on Barad's (2007) theorization of quantum entanglement, I situate trauma not as a linear inheritance but as an entangled field, where harm and hope move simultaneously across time, space, and bodies, and where refusal becomes a generative act of survival.
Throughout, I refuse simple binaries between victimhood and resistance, silence and voice. I sit with the dissonances—between survival and subjugation, between inherited fear and self-fashioned freedom—and insist that any attempt to dismantle surveillance must begin with reimagining relational accountability. I offer this work as a call to collective attunement: to build networks of care that resist ideological conformity, fragment isolation, and create possibilities for survival beyond the architectures of control.
Recommended Citation
Onea, Cristina, "Not Meant to Be Read: The Stories They Silence, the Resistance That Speaks" (2025). CUNY Academic Works.
https://academicworks.cuny.edu/gc_etds/6317
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